My lost love

These few lines I am writing down is for my girl who is not there with me anymore.she loved me more than her life but I could never feel the way she felt for me and now when she is gone,leaving me lurching around,I can feel that void in my life.



Sorry is all that I should have said,time went by but I never did. Words didnt come easily.My girl waited for my one call or sms stating that it was my mistake and i should confess. But i didnt.My ego didnt allow me to atleast give her a call and ask for forgiveness.Though it wasnt her mistake altogether but she still tried to call me up and sort out matters,but I didnt even pick up her call.

She waited for months,for my one call,asking her how she was,but I didnt. I never bothered calling her up and asking her to meet me.She spent sleepless nights waiting for my call but in vain.


Finally,she gave up her hopes coz she couldnt take it anymore and decided to leave.
She left me and created a void in my life.She didnt say anything,she never shouted on me for the reward I had given to her for her true love.But her silence meant everything.Her silence pricked me more than her speech would have.Her silence made me understand that what I did was completely wrong.



Baby,now that I have finally understood my mistake,now that I wish you were mine,wont you come back to me.Wont you forgive me for whtever I did.Wont you accept me like before.Wont you love me the way you did.



Baby,without you in my life,I am lonely.You are everything to me,you make up my day.But you made me lonely by leaving me.Please dont punish me like this,sweet heart.I cant live my life like this.I feel like I am alone even with my friends around me.


Though I have everything with me which will make me happy,but without you in my life,it seems I am sitting in a dark room with everything scattered around me.Though I have them but they arent of any use. You are indispensable for me,like essence in a flower,fragrance in a perfume,water in an ocean.



Please,forgive me for whatever i did.Please come back to me.I am standing with my arms open so that you can come and hug me,love me the way you did before.