Saturday, October 15, 2011

Tough love

Hard as I try to clasp;
the more I realize.
The moments gone like a wasp;
will never come by.


Things which made you feel special;
have long gone by with  sear.
Maybe the light of appraisal;
is darkness of wear.


I am a guy in a tunnel;
living on the memories of  past.
Maybe the cries of wail;
will linger till I last.

Love me sweets

Love me Sweet, with all thou art, 
Feeling, thinking, seeing; 
Love me in the lightest part, 
Love me in full being. 

Love me with thine open youth 
In its frank surrender; 
With the vowing of thy mouth, 
With its silence tender. 

Love me with thine azure eyes, 
Made for earnest grantings; 
Taking colour from the skies, 
Can Heaven's truth be wanting? 

Love me with their lids, that fall 
Snow-like at first meeting; 
Love me with thine heart, that all 
Neighbours then see beating. 

Love me with thine hand stretched out 
Freely -- open-minded: 
Love me with thy loitering foot, -- 
Hearing one behind it. 

Love me with thy voice, that turns 
Sudden faint above me; 
Love me with thy blush that burns 
When I murmur 'Love me!' 

Love me with thy thinking soul, 
Break it to love-sighing; 
Love me with thy thoughts that roll 
On through living -- dying. 

Love me in thy gorgeous airs, 
When the world has crowned thee; 
Love me, kneeling at thy prayers, 
With the angels round thee. 

Love me pure, as muses do, 
Up the woodlands shady: 
Love me gaily, fast and true, 
As a winsome lady. 

Through all hopes that keep us brave, 
Farther off or nigher, 
Love me for the house and grave, 
And for something higher. 

Thus, if thou wilt prove me, Dear, 
Woman's love no fable, 
I will love thee -- half a year -- 
As a man is able.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Sweetheart

Since the day i had my sense,
till the day i found bliss in ignorance.
had never seen,
such a lovely queen.





Nothing interested me in this world,
till the day i met you,girl.
since you came in my life,
you filled it all with a smile.





She filled my heart with love,
maybe she came from the sky above.
every morning i wake up smiling,
coz i feel love in everything.





She has got those angel eyes,
which made me hypnotized.
why does god have to be merciless,
to keep us both apart like this.






Does anyone know,the way i feel,
when she is far away from me.
why do i feel so much insecurity,
though i know she will never leave me.

Monday, October 18, 2010

My lost love

These few lines I am writing down is for my girl who is not there with me anymore.she loved me more than her life but I could never feel the way she felt for me and now when she is gone,leaving me lurching around,I can feel that void in my life.



Sorry is all that I should have said,time went by but I never did. Words didnt come easily.My girl waited for my one call or sms stating that it was my mistake and i should confess. But i didnt.My ego didnt allow me to atleast give her a call and ask for forgiveness.Though it wasnt her mistake altogether but she still tried to call me up and sort out matters,but I didnt even pick up her call.

She waited for months,for my one call,asking her how she was,but I didnt. I never bothered calling her up and asking her to meet me.She spent sleepless nights waiting for my call but in vain.


Finally,she gave up her hopes coz she couldnt take it anymore and decided to leave.
She left me and created a void in my life.She didnt say anything,she never shouted on me for the reward I had given to her for her true love.But her silence meant everything.Her silence pricked me more than her speech would have.Her silence made me understand that what I did was completely wrong.



Baby,now that I have finally understood my mistake,now that I wish you were mine,wont you come back to me.Wont you forgive me for whtever I did.Wont you accept me like before.Wont you love me the way you did.



Baby,without you in my life,I am lonely.You are everything to me,you make up my day.But you made me lonely by leaving me.Please dont punish me like this,sweet heart.I cant live my life like this.I feel like I am alone even with my friends around me.


Though I have everything with me which will make me happy,but without you in my life,it seems I am sitting in a dark room with everything scattered around me.Though I have them but they arent of any use. You are indispensable for me,like essence in a flower,fragrance in a perfume,water in an ocean.



Please,forgive me for whatever i did.Please come back to me.I am standing with my arms open so that you can come and hug me,love me the way you did before.

My love

                           My girl in my dream





Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think
that a girl could change the way I think,
as a boy I never took love so seriously
till the day I met her accidentally.


She made me feel what true love is
for this she deserves a kiss,
all day long I keep thinking about her
why will it be so long when I next meet her.


She is an angel to me
like in a fairy tale as it can be,
she is just the girl I ever dreamt for
I hope she does never abhor.


I can be with her in my dream
thats why sleeping has become my new whim,
I can see her with my eyes closed
holding my hand as we walk by a lonely road,



I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
I wish this dream never ends
coz I dont know what might happen when the next day begins.